I’m pleased to say that I made it to work today. I made it with five minutes to spare. Not that I slept that well last night. I was too worried that I wouldn’t wake up this morning. But I did and that’s the main thing and I can have an early-ish night tonight. It’s not too late yet.
As Scott did remind me last week – Graham was on to prepare the Bible devotions for before prayer time this week. But strangely enough, Graham forgot. We were all a little confused and figured the roster was wrong because Graham has a phenomenal memory. Forget megabytes, gigabytes, terabytes, nanobytes and so forth when you get to this Graham’s level you’re talking elephant-bytes.
Anyway – showing the sheer proportion of his memory capacity he opened up his Bible to the Lords’ Prayer and the words about prayer that Jesus spoke before it and he read the words from Matthew 6:5-15. From here he worked with us to draw out the ‘big themes’ that Jesus taught us to focus on as we pray –
- About approaching God in humility
- About spending time alone in prayers
- About recognising God’s great holiness
- Recognising God as the Ruler of everything whose ways ought be honoured in all heaven and all the earth
- Asking for what is needed to sustain us
- Seeking forgiveness and forgiving
- Preservation from temptation
- & deliverance from Satan
there was debate about whether the last two should be listed together or separately, but in the end we decided that sometimes – scripture says we are tempted by our own sinful desires and other times deceived by Satan – therefore we separated them. After talking about how we could do these more in prayer we spent time praying about praying before turning again to pray for each other and our colleagues.
We also decided that from next week we would start a series of studies on the slab of the Bible that Graham started us off with. He has a good book that we can use, so we agreed and he’s volunteered to take the studies with us if anyone wants help preparing. Sounds good.
Gina was weird today. Kind of preoccupied. And really fidgety this afternoon. I was having enough concentrating because I was so tired without her fussing all over the place all afternoon. I spent most of the afternoon in prayer that I wouldn’t lose my patience. I finished up being really glad when it was time to go.
“So I’ll see you at about 5.30, 6ish?” I asked her. Gina usually comes for her Cello lesson straight from work and we start at about 6 then she stays for dinner afterwards these days.
“Are you planning to come for your lesson as usual?”
“Oh! It’s Monday! I forgot.” And she looks like she has. Gina really has been distracted today.
“Are you okay?”
“Yeah. Yeah, I’m fine. I’ve just had a few things on my mind the last few days. I won’t be there til about 6.30 is that okay? I’ve got to go home and get the Cello.”
So it was never going to be an early night tonight.
As it turned out in some ways I wish Gina hadn’t bothered coming to her lesson. Her mind was obviously somewhere else. She was everywhere but where she was supposed to be tonight. She spent dinner apologising – so it wasn’t much of a chat time – especially given that I was too tired to contribute much to the conversation. Or to leave my filter on.
I told her that I was thinking about getting my hair ‘done’ sometime soon in a silent patch to relieve the sound of the buzzing fly in the next room. She’s been hinting at me doing it for a while now so she bit. I’m not going to hear the end of this now until its done. Good thing I really am planning to do it… perhaps …
I am so tired. Please, Lord, let me sleep. And let me wake and get to work tomorrow.